We said we see each other tonight.
Door’s left unlock for you. I crawled into bed. Closed my eyes and did my deep breath for the night’s sleep.
I can’t wait to see you tonight. Clasping each other in our arms.
Left my life open to the elements; of course i trust you. You never let me down.
I love you.
You play that drum so well. I can feel every beat pulsating through my veins. Never felt anything else like it. So i never thought anything of it. You look so happy playing it. Then you broke the drum one day and you didn’t care. You just moved on and went to play another one. Never tended to it nor did anything about it. You played that drum so well, so i fixed it for you. So that you would go back to playing with it. Sad truth. I never was happy again after that. You kept playing that drum with no care that you could cause another tear. So i hid that drum from you. And you didn’t care.
That’s when i learned, you didn’t care.
Cuz that drum wasn’t a snare, it was my heart.
You played my heart so good… i was delusional the entire time.
But you didn’t care. You never did. That’s why i took the drum away and now you will never play it again.
Round and Round we go. Where will I end up, I don’t know. No control, just going with the flow. Letting God take the wheel and take over me.
No Map, no Gps, No cellphone. Just letting loose and go with the flow.
Will i be deceived, maybe. Will i be misled, i don’t know? May it lead to success, hopefully. Will it bring happiness? Will it bring me what i desire?
All of these question will be answered but its not just going about it willy nilly but making life worth while in the process. The process, the circle of life.
What we do and how we handle everything thrown at us is the test of our true character. The entity of us within, our soul.
How you live your life is what your life will be. Breathe and live life and never remain down. Even when you fall down, simply just get off the ground.
Have 3 L’s; Live, Laugh and Love.
That’s the Circle of Life.
I’m loyal. Deathly loyal.
It will be the death of me. But its not something that I’m going to change of me.
It my greatest strength and my greatest flaw.
Im loyal through it all.
Through good times and through bad times, I am consistent with my loyalty.
I will always be there for you no matter what.
Why bother though?
God placed me here to help people.
Yes, I get tired of the Bs but I over look it
Cuz im geniuine, positive, and ambitious.
God & Karma are my guides, teaching to always strive and to do unto others.
Even when others don’t do unto me.
Yes, I’ve been disrespected, but that won’t let me down.
My loyalty has no bounds and sure as hell does a lot of leaps that how I get around.
But no matter what, through it all, I will be loyal till the day I fall.
Back to Square 1, yeah that’s cool. Feel like I’ve seen this over and over again. Back where I started. Deja vu. Going in a circle over and over again. Why can’t i break it? Faced with it all again. The same dilemma, trifling all again.
No matter what i do, no matter what i say. I still end up doing the same mistakes. A lesson i guess i haven’t learned. A lesson i hope to soon attain.
Pause. I don’t need to do it again. Stop right there before its tracks on before it commences. Guess who taking over the reins, and just learned that lesson. Its a true blessing that i can escape it and not mess it up all over again. Got to start somewhere, lets start at the beginning and piece it together, where it first commenced.
Success isn’t given, it’s earned on the track, in the gym, in the library, with blood, sweat, and the occasional tear. Nonetheless it’s worth it all in the end. ~JRP2~
During the cold winter months, we must keep our heart warm like its summer. Never seasonal like the weather, always warm and genuine year round. ~JRP2~