We said we see each other tonight.
Door’s left unlock for you. I crawled into bed. Closed my eyes and did my deep breath for the night’s sleep.
I can’t wait to see you tonight. Clasping each other in our arms.
Left my life open to the elements; of course i trust you. You never let me down.
I love you.
You call me and text me every morning, every afternoon, every night.
I can’t wait to see you. Your love is all I need.
Distance is not a problem. We understand where we are at in our lives.
We know, when we are done, we will spend the rest of our lives…Together.
You play that drum so well. I can feel every beat pulsating through my veins. Never felt anything else like it. So i never thought anything of it. You look so happy playing it. Then you broke the drum one day and you didn’t care. You just moved on and went to play another one. Never tended to it nor did anything about it. You played that drum so well, so i fixed it for you. So that you would go back to playing with it. Sad truth. I never was happy again after that. You kept playing that drum with no care that you could cause another tear. So i hid that drum from you. And you didn’t care.
That’s when i learned, you didn’t care.
Cuz that drum wasn’t a snare, it was my heart.
You played my heart so good… i was delusional the entire time.
But you didn’t care. You never did. That’s why i took the drum away and now you will never play it again.
There’s a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There’s a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know ’til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There’s a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There’s a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there’s a fine, fine line between “You’re wonderful” and “Goodbye.”
I guess if someone doesn’t love you back it isn’t such a crime,
But there’s a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don’t have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don’t think that you even know what you’re looking for.
For my own sanity, I’ve got to close the door
And walk away…
There’s a fine, fine line between together and not.
And there’s a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you’re still in your prime…
There’s a fine, fine line between LOVE
And a waste of time.
From the Musical, Avenue Q
Round and Round we go. Where will I end up, I don’t know. No control, just going with the flow. Letting God take the wheel and take over me.
No Map, no Gps, No cellphone. Just letting loose and go with the flow.
Will i be deceived, maybe. Will i be misled, i don’t know? May it lead to success, hopefully. Will it bring happiness? Will it bring me what i desire?
All of these question will be answered but its not just going about it willy nilly but making life worth while in the process. The process, the circle of life.
What we do and how we handle everything thrown at us is the test of our true character. The entity of us within, our soul.
How you live your life is what your life will be. Breathe and live life and never remain down. Even when you fall down, simply just get off the ground.
Have 3 L’s; Live, Laugh and Love.
That’s the Circle of Life.
As I get closer to the lions den, I am so much better then I was way back then. I have cried, gone through immense pain, many of times tried to turn back to escape. Not any more. The pain still throbs but that is a reminder that of what I have been through to get where I am. I am a warrior that when the odds stand against me I soar like the Phoenix come out renewed again. Stronger with more wisdom. This battle is the first of law school but it definitely won’t be the last cuz in the end I am destined for greatness.
My sanctuary, a place where I seek for serenity.
To get away from all of life’s difficulties.
Where I go to relive all of the great memories
And forget the ones who have been evil towards me.
It’s a special place that I can go and just be me.
It’s a beautiful place where I go when I want to be alone.
I allow people to only enter it when they have made an impact on me
Because I want them to enter and be comforted along side with me.
Only God and a hand full of people are in there.
And only one person has been thrown out of it.
Can you guess where or what it is?
It is my heart.
A special place where I know my secrets will never be told
A place where there are untold riches of my soul.